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Princessa
Yours Truly  Rara Alqadri |
Man Of Life
Boyfriend  Eric Heng Kun Fa My Heart & Soul
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Kickass ♥Fidah ♥Sis iiCa ♥Fana ♥Wani ♥iLa ♥zAiNuRiAh ♥KhAdIjAh ♥Ashraf<3<3 ♥Fuad ♥Eka
Thursday, January 14, 2010
I really want to update. But whenever i went to blogger, the mind just goes blank. Sorry to those who's willing to read.
Thursday, December 31, 2009
Planned not to work today but i received a call at 10plus asking me to go back to work.. No point getting angry and frustrated cause nobody would even bother. On a lighter note, the other half bought me hair inserts and i'm freaking excited!!!  Have an awesome party tonite and Happy New Year!!
Monday, December 28, 2009
 Its Monday yet again after a 3 day break from work. If not because of the shipment for NSS, i would have just continued my beauty sleep. So, dragged myself to work. Leave home at 7.10am. Reached office at 8.07am. Friday was supposed to have the barbecued lunch with the family and each of our other halves. But had to cancelled it because, one, we have no mood. two, one of the siblings other half could not make it. three, because of that the mum cant be bothered to prepare. End up, mum cooked nasi lemak and the four of us had to be contented with it. (i tink by now, you shd know, who cant make it.) While eating our late lunch lunch, the four of us planned where to go. First, planned to go town, but lil sis and Fuad did not want to be associated with the large crowds. Then me and the other half planned to got to 313@Somerset, but tak jadi also. In the end, all four of us train-ed to AMK Central and watch Avatar at Jubilee. Avatar was superb and now i wanna watch the 3D version, (cause i watch the digital one at AMK). Movie ended and i told the other half i wanna be in Navi land, cause they are all blue (my fav! colour) and have svelte figures and toned bodies. hahah. Then me, lil sis and Fuad cabbed home while the other half bus-ed home all the way to Bedok. The joke of the day to me, was when Fuad chatted with the 7-11 guy regarding the milk tea bottle. I do not know why but it sure makes me smile. And when i told lil Sis abt it, she said she's used to Fuad over-friendliness. hahah. Those two kids really make my day. On Saturday, the plan was to stay at home cause the other half was supposedly working. He called me at 10am (nak bangun lambat pun tak bole!) then told me he do not want to work. So i get up, do abit of housework and told the parents that i'm going out. But they told me to go breakfast with them first. Uurgh. Ok so i follow and found out that we are having breakfast at somewhere near the Sembawang Park. Double Uurgh. I hate that place coz its ulu and there are birds and dogs frolicking around aimlessly. Had nasi padang which make me full to the brim. Reached home and quickly get ready and train-ed all the way to Bedok. Btw, love my outfit tat day. Bodysuit and skinnies. Sorry no pics taken. haha. Reached Bedok and it was raining cats and dogs. No point using the brolly, coz i was wet all over. Met the other half, walked to a halal thai-chinese restaurant and waited for the rest of his family to arrive. (That was the first time i eat with his family.) After that, his fam went home and i followed him to cut his hair. Coz it was still pouring, we headed back to his crib and chilled and played silly games and around six we make a move to Tampines. We roamed all the malls at Tampines (Century Square/Tampines Mall & Tampines One) and shopped abit and had our dinner at Secret Recipe in which i did not finish all my food. (Coz the food that i ate for breakfast and lunch, still haven't digest. haha) Then we bus-ed home. And the joke for the day, was when the other half talk to me in Malay. And he made me burst into laughters right there in the bus. lol. Stayed home on sunday and the other half said some hurtful words which ended up with me crying. And right now, i'm not talking to him nicely. What's new aye? make me happy one moment, and the next, i'm crying my hearts out. >_< Have to get back to work now. have not been doing any, since the moment i stepped into the office. and its already 11.45am. Have a good week ahead!
Sunday, December 20, 2009
I want to dye my hair jet black. I want to rebond my hair again. I want to put on hair extensions. But somehow, i know i wont get it. :( :(
Friday, December 18, 2009
 I've been feeling all stressed up and extremely sad for the past few days. Whats with the never ending problems at work, home and with the other half. Work is hell. First and foremost, I have been arriving late for work for every single day. Cant seem to wake up on time and always, always leaving home at 715am when i'm supposed to start work at 8am. There seems to be alot of work to do. Purchasing, shipping and other nitty gritty stuffs. When I thought everything was okay, then something will definitely cropped up. And it doesnt help also, when you have a colleague who pass almost everything to you. I tried to be as organized as possible but when the workload gets too much, everything will go haywire. And to add to my workload, I have to think about the situation at home. If not because of the problems at home, i would have quit the job. The dad. Sometimes I just do not understand what he really want us to do. When we let him have his way, he will take advantage. And when we don't, he look so pathetic that will leave us all feeling guilty. Plus, he's at home all day and night and literally, leaving all the problems for us to settle. I hate seeing the mum so so sad. I hate it when the moment i reached home from work, she would pour all the details on me. As the eldest daughter, i feel like shit that I cannot do anything to help. I cannot shout or scold at the dad for fear of him leaving the house. I cannot confront or talk to him face to face as his ego is as huge as the universe. Even if I managed to talk to him, I cant talk to him nicely, because i will just cry, cry, cry or be very very rude to him. The other half. He's the bulk of my stress. I really do not know where to start with him. Its like we are drifting apart from each other as days goes by. Its like we only love each other only when we meet. But when we are not together, its like we are friends. Yes, we do text each other. But its not the same. We do not chat every night anymore. Because he always wants to sleep early or he will be too tired/sleepy to chat with me. And when he does that, he does not even give me a good night text, even if its just to make me feel a bit better. I always, always let him rest on the days we do not meet. Even so, he still do not want to chat with me. And when i let him rest, he either go out fishing or go chill with his friends. When he go fishing, he will be home late and i would be asleep by then. And when he chill with his friends after work, by the time he reach home, all he want to do is sleep. Without thinking, that i was waiting to talk to him Where is the time for me? Weekends? Thats only 1 freaking day on the weekend. Cause on weekends, its either he's working or have stupid plans with his friends. So, what does he need me for?? I do not want to waste another five years of my life for nothing. I wanted him to be my prince charming. I wanted him to be the one i wanted to marry. I wanted him to be the guy that would pick up the pieces of my broken heart. and I chosed him over the rest. But what do I get in the end? Retribution. My retribution. Friday, December 11, 2009
Fridayyyyyyyyyy!!!! This morning on my way to work, i saw an ex NBSS classmate. I just pretended I did not recognize him. And he did the same thing too. Haha! There's alot of work today. Trying to clear all my PRs and I just cant wait to do my filing. Makes my rack all messy. Uurgh. Few days back a colleague approach me trying to sell me perfumes and lip gloss. He also tried to coax me to join him. And today I do not know why he assume that I somehow had agreed to his deal and told me to meet his other colleagues tomorrow. I mean what the hell. So I told him, sorry i do not wan it. What makes me wonder, did i even say yes to whateva he said? As far as i can remember, all I did was to say yes yes or no no. And what has it got to do with him if i buy perfumes that is way more expensive in S'pore?? And what has it got to do with him that i've extremely dry lips?? Its not that i'm gonna kiss him. Bluek!! stupid ass!! Gotta clear out my nails and paint it another colour. Nails look so so ugly. Need to buy the remover later and i'm stuck between the colour bright red or black. Tomorrow Saturday, and I do not know where to go. The other half thought of going to take pictures and just chill at the place. Thought of going wif Lil Sis and Fuad which I do not mind. But me on the hand, feels like changing my hair colour and going rebonding. Aiyah, so confused one. Below are pics of the outfits i put on yesterday and today.   Have a great weekend!!!!!
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Three Things. 1. Woke up on the wrong side of the bed today. 2. Work seems to be neverending. 3. The other half will be working till tomorrow evening. On a side note, today's outfit!    1 hour more before I can get the hell outta here. Endure Rara. Endure!
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